Life force us to have lots of experiences.
Beautiful.
Ugly.
Or weird experiences.
So ... forcing us to feel a large spectrum of emotions.
All happening in continuous form.
Well ... till all becomes confusing.
Extremely.
Ruining our souls.
Today ... i see ... many times ... beyond all those contradictory emotions ... only pain.
Yes ... pain.
At me.
At ... everyone around me.
I try to understand ... but ...
I just can't.
I've personally started to disconnect from my feelings and any emotions.
And ... the passing of time ... helped me a lot.
Stopping that ... inner emotional balance.
Honestly ... i am happy.
Happy ... it stopped.
Hoping ... is forever.
But ... it's weird.
Today ... i don't feel anything ... anymore.
Being like a zombie.
A real one.
I ran away for pain ... killing my ability ... of feeling life.
Any type of feeling.
Or emotion.
I am not happy.
I am not unhappy.
I don't feel fear, anxiety, worries ... anything,
But ... i also don't feel anything good either.
So .... I have a soul ... but i can't use it anymore.
No.
I've probably lost connection with it.
My life continues, but I believe i went too much into the direction of protecting my soul.
Being metamorphosed into a weird emotional zombie.
Still looking like human ... but being in fact ... nothing that looks like a human.
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